Her

Why am i still sad ?

Why do i still suffer ?

it is beacuse of HER !

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i still love her

i love her more than anything in this world

i really miss her so so much

i still miss when she hold my hands

i still miss when she hugs me

i still miss when everytime we kiss

i miss her voice whenever she speaks to me

the most thing is i miss from HER is

when she tell that she love me

does she knows what i'm going through right now ?

doesn't she knows how much i love her ?

why can't she give me another chance ?

WHY ?

i have change alot since then

but i think it's too late now

she have another boyfriend

my heart is broken

only she can fix it for me

hopefully one day she could give me a chance

i think for now she is happy

but i'm not

she can't understand how i feel every second

i'm so stupid !

you know ?

STUPID !!

i think i won't be the same without her

i tried and tried to get her back

but her answer is still the same

what i should do ?

move on ?

or

wait for her and never give up ?

i do not want to dissapoint my friends

i just want them to know how i feel that it

i got listen to their advice

i go do what they told me to do

evendo it's hard

i have to sacrifice many things

i have to give up many things

she change my life

i wasn't like before

involving myself to drug usage,gangterism and much more

but when i meet her

my life have change

i got listen to evey word you tell me do and not do

now also i got do what you tell me do

i won't forget it

evendo sometimes you say the word that really hurts me

but i don't care

that didn't stop me from loving you

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