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Saturday, January 30, 2010

29.01.10

Didn't sleep all night
cause scared i late to work
==
when reach 5am
i suddenly sleep
woke up around 6am
faster get ready all
i was so tired
My god !!
eyes damn pain
keep yawning
then i go to Tun Sambathan Monorail and buy ticket to Chow Kit
reach already then straight walk to batu tiga
==
so far
leg so pain
i sacrifice like hell
damn !
=(
after 30 minutes of walking i reach my working place
River City
><
i was early
my boss and the other worker wasn't there
nevermind
then they reach already
Abang Hanafi my supervisor teach me alot of the system there
such as the dispenser,Auto pay station,hydrefier and barrier
so tired><
i didn't eat or drink water
gosh !
but i can tahan
went home around 2pm
wait keeming and Yc
we go Time Square
watch movie and play snooker
damn fun !
we eat at shabu shabu
eat steamboat
tasty !!
then around 9pm i go buy ticket
we watch Legion !
nice movie !
love it so much
=)
you should watch it !
a movie not to be miss !
the movie we're gonna see starts at 10pm
before that
we go snooker center
OMG !!
i see vivian !!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!
I DAMN FUCKING MISS HER !!!!
haha
her sister with her
they two look the same
==
like twins
my god !!
she tell me a word that make me damn happy !!!
haha
i burst into happiness when she tell those word !!
then i get her number
i want see when she off day then we go dating
=D
THE END

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Last day of training

Everyday from now i have to wake up atleast 5.30am
so early
==
gotta get ready before 6.30am
then go to work
went to bukit bintang
my first working place
the building im working is a mixture of a hotel and a condominium of some sort
located next to Lot 10
the hotel name is Concorde Hotel
the fucked up part is i have a punch card
damn
gotta be there 10 minutes early
if i am late to work atleast 3 times
i will get fired
nice hotel
got a cafe beside it too
mostly the workers there is malays
but im cool with that
my office got two malays guy working
they so cool man
like disturb girls
haha
introduce me to many girls
especially malay girls
=D
they are so funny
make me laugh until stomach pain
then wait my supervisor come meet me
indian guy
kind and funny guy
basically he teach me everything on what must i do
easy as pie
i thought it was hard
but no
show me around the hotel
tommorow i have to go to jalan ipoh and meet my boss
far
==
i have to take monorail to chow kit then bus to batu tiga
THE END

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Working life

My working life has just begun
my father help me get a job
his friend
quiet a nice guy my boss
interview me yesterday
even buy me lunch
cool
so he brief me evrything on what i must do
i understood perfectly
then he showed me around the place i should work
kinda big the place
met my other workers
really nice people
i will work in either bukit bintang or at jalan ipoh
bukit bintang is easy getting there
but jalan ipoh..
so far
==
anyway
i have to put 100% concentration my work now
i gotta less online
less go out with friends
i have to be responsible
the best thing bout this job is my salary
daily pay !
and the fucked up part is
morning and night shift
sometimes i will work from 8am-8pm or 8pm-8am
sure i will damn tired
well
i gotta sacrifice for money
i just gotta wear a white button shirt and black color slack
besides that
they will give me a walkie talkie
DAMN !
mostly the worker there is malay
and my supervisor is chinese
so if anyone wanna meet me
can meet me in jalan ipoh
my working place is next to the Old Town White Coffee
xD
PEACE OUT

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Sad day

Nothing to say
Just can say i'm super SAD !
haiz~
feel like crying
nobody can teman me alway
so sad
i just wish i can change back the past
=(

Saturday, January 23, 2010

23.01.10

Today so boring evendo it's saturday
==
luckily keeming call me go TS
or not i will suffer in home
went to TS at 6.30pm
meet keeming at wong lo kat
my god !
he got chicken pox already
damn !
after that go to snooker center and play
almost beat him
until Yc Chong come help me play
lose
keeming win
fuck !
he getting pro already
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all day i was quiet
don'r feel like talking to anyone
sigh
all day didn't eat also
for 3 week i jus eat breakfast
don't ask why
=/
THE END

Friday, January 22, 2010

Sad

today wake up damn sad
got call from ex gf
really miss her
i still love her !!!
i waiting for a chance
please give me a chance one day
please
I quickly call my friend teman me drink
i want get drunk until forget all the sadness
took my father brandy and bought another bottle of whisky
i drank so much
my head damn damn damn pain
><
until now so pain
i was so drunk too
woot woot
did many stupid things
like climb on top the car park floor and sing
damn !
i hate my life
so sad always
no more happy
i always drunk just forget the sadness
but eventually keep fail
SAD LIFE

Thursday, January 21, 2010

21.01.10

Today woke up around 9am
then sleep again
then woke up around 12pm
then sleep again
==
finally woke up at 1pm
i was so tired
i just lay on my bed listening to songs all day
then call keeming and chat forawhile
around 7pm go pasar malam with mum
just buy burger and eat
8pm like that got call from Yc Chong say want yamcha
yamcha until 10.30pm then back home
boring
THE END

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

20.01.10


Didn't sleep all night
cause not tired
nothing to do then listen song while watchingmovies
life is good ?
hmm
anyway
today don't feel like going out
boring and tired
stay at home and yamcha with friends more better
=D
around 5pm like that got call from keeming say want yamcha
he just back from work
so pity him
tired face everytime
haha
i go the restaurant and he was not there
==
wait until 20 minutes then back home call him
then go back to the restaurant yamcha
adui !
tired !
yamcha until 7.30pm like that
back home
got call again from keeming say want yamcha
what the...
then go back yamcha
><
this time Yc Chong come
haha
funny him
we talk many jokes
laugh until want die
=D
then we take picture
he take 2 picture of me
give you see..



T H E E N D


Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Later

Later going Time Square
maybe
go there also nothing
so boring
hope Joshton got go
so miss you bro !
=D
Go Time Square hang out
walk here walk there
play snooker and smoke
and
see vivian
hoho
=)
M I S S Y O U

19.01.10

Today didn't go anywhere
just at home sleeping
everyday i just sleep 3-4 hours
damn
that sucks
=(
i just don't feel sleepy
anyway
around 5pm
got call from keeming say want yamcha
yamcha until 7.30pm
got home call nimboy
and
ask if he wanna hangout
boring and no mood
so got ready and i was on my way to Hang Tuah
Got there around 8pm
got call from nimboy saying he wanna help his mum forawhile
so i waited
wait until 1 hour
==
nevermind
atleast got cigarette with me
after 1 hour
he arrive
Hallehujah !!
so we walk around hang tuah
we talk and talk
then saw something damn shocking
==
two big rat doing ***
damn !!
after that
we walk to San Peng
nice area
we sat at the park and smoke
talk somemore and somemore
and then
around 10pm
wanna go home
tired and boring
=/
T H E E N D
P E A C E O U T

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Happily ever after ?

It all began
when a boy likes a girl
but then the girl wasn't ready to have a boyfriend yet
but the boy was determine to get her
he wasn't a person who give up easily
if he wants something
he will get it no matter what
he really like this girl
he felt a feeling that he never felt it before
everytime he looks at her
his heart will start beating faster and faster
from that moment he now
he will get her
he is willing to give up everything just to get her
the girl knows that the boy like her
but she wasn't ready for it
the boy didn't give up
he would everyday sms her and chat with her online
she was the only thing in his mind
he knows that she is the one for him
he can feel it
and
he is waiting for the chance of a lifetime
it was love a first sight
not a puppy love thou
till one day
the boy ask the girl to go out with him
he was anxious
he was excited
he was ready to see her for the first time
when they go out together
everything was fine
till
the boy kiss the girl all of a sudden
the girl was in silence
she didn't push the boy
she insist the boy to kiss her
the boy heart was beating fast
then
he tells her
infront her
looking eye to eye
he says
"I love you"
the girl was happy to hear that
but
she tells the boy that she would think about it
the boy didn't stop kissing her
he was too happy
when they both went home
he receive a sms from her
the sms she send to him was
"do you really love me ?"
the boy replied
"I love you more than anything in this world"
then the girl replied
"I love you too"
the boy was happy
he couldn't hold his excitement
he burst into happiness
few months have past
and they were still together
they were the perfect match
he felted that she is the one
the one who will be with him forever
the one who will care and love him till the end
evendo the boy wasn't the same race with her
but that didn't stop her from loving him
he wasn't good looking
he wasn't the guy every girls dream of
she was everything to him
she means the world to him
she was very important to her
she was important than money,his family even more important than his life
he would do anything for her
even if he have to walk a thousand mile just to see her
everyday before he goes to sleep he would look at her picture
and wakes up to look at her picture again
evendo she lives so far from him
he doen't matter
he can wait for her even if it's takes forever
he likes holding her hand
she would feel safe around him
he would hug him tightly
he will never leave her forever
nobody can stop their love
they like promising each other many things
and they won't break it forever
he wasn't the best boyfriend
but he is trying his best
they boy gave her everything
evendo he wasn't so rich
he would listen to every word she tells him
until one day
a normal day
they went out together
this time with their friends along
on that day
he wasn't feeling so well
he was so tired
he didn't rest all night
he doesnt feel like talking to the girl that time
he just want to rest
then
they went somewhere
she was busy doing something
and
the boy was silent resting
he ask the girl to talk to him
but the girl didn't replied him
he was quiet upset
out of compassion
the boy get up and shouted at himself
and
punched the wall
by then
he stood there forawhile
he knows that it was the end
he knows that she was going to leave him
he quickly ran to the girl and hug her
he was crying
he keeps on telling the girl he was sorry
but the girl didn't care him
he kept on crying crying and crying
he knows that today was their last day together
when they back home
the boy receive a sms saying that the girl wanna leave him
he burst out in tears
he was crying
he was heartbroken
he quickly called the girl
he was so sad
he even cry when talking to her in the phone
he told the girl that he was gonne kill himself
he deeply love this girl
but what he did was so stupid
he didn't think before doing it
then
the girl gave him a chance
he was happy
but
still sad
months have past
the boy felt something was wrong
the girl was acting so different
but the girl won't tell him why she was acting so strange
he knows that she was gonna leave him again
he can feel it
he knows that the girl doesn't have feeling for him again
he knows that the girl won't forget what the boy did
till the girl tells the boy again that she was gonna leave him
he was sad and heartbroken again
this time was she won't change her mind
this time her decision is final
the boy was so sad
till he began torturing himself
he would cut his hand
he would punch the wall over and over again
he would question himself every second
he couldn't stop crying
his heart was badly hurt
he was so weak
he never smile always
he wasn't like before
he really miss her
but
he never give up !
he will get her back no matter what
he will do anything just to get her have back to him
eventually he fails
but he still never stop
his heart was broken but strong for her
nobody knows what happen to the boy now
did he give up yet ?
all i know is that the boy still love her
he really miss her
he's still crying
no girl can replace her
he will wait for a chance evendo it takes forever
=(
T H E E N D

Friday, January 15, 2010

15.01.10

Woke up around 3pm
again !!!
late !!!
==
damn !!!
but
nevermind this
got a sms from nimboy asking where am i
i fast got up and called him
i quickly got myself ready
wear my clothes and shoe
and
i was out of the house
walk fast to the tun sambathan monorail
bought a ticket to TS
then meet with nimboy in the snooker center
watch people play snooker forawhile
then
we walk around
we got nothing to do
haha
so we went to the stair and smoke
so then
we walk back to the snooker center and meet up with our friend
oh yeah !
i meet Shan Yung too !!
haha
long time didn't see her
so miss her !!
wow !!
she getting prettier already !!
feel wan chase her
haha
we talk forawhile
ask her where she was going this and that
=D
then
i told her to becareful
any problem just call me
i'm her bodyguard
haha
haiz
i still thinking bout her
so sad
=(
i miss her alot
T H E E N D

Thursday, January 14, 2010

14.01.10


Woke up around 3pm
wake up late again !
==
i quickly called nimboy
and
ask where he is
cause
i want him to escort me to sg.wang
to interview a job
thank Yc Chong for offering me this job
so i got ready fast
quickly got out the house and went straight to Tun Sambathan Monorail
buy a ticket to Time Square
and
meet with nimboy after
we went to the Snooker Center located at the 6th floor
we smoke awhile
and
talk alot
we alway talk the same topic
but
we never get tired of it

then waited like around 5pm
me and nimboy went to sg.wang for my job interview
went into the shop and ask the supervisor for job
she said no
==
while walking out of the shop
i stared at the supervisor
wanna make her scared
haha
here the fuck part of it
i made a promise to my mom
if i can't find a suitable job for me
then
i have no choice to work in a supermarket near my house
==
if anyone has job offer for me
please help
urgent !!

so anyway
me and nimboy went back to the snooker center and hang out
got a call from keeming
he's asking me to buy for him XXL Crispy Chicken
don't know why many people love that food
after buying the food
i was straight back to Brickfield to yumcha with keeming and Yc Chong
reach to the restaurant around 6.45pm
yumcha till 8pm i think
and
oh yeah !
i took a pic too
haha
it was a pic of three ciggarette box
each of our favourite one
Benson Hedges : Mine
Marlboro Black Menthol : Yc Chong
Red Dunhill : Keeming

PEACE OUT


13.01.10


Nothing special today
just woke up late as usual
==
fuck !
always wake up late
evendo set alarm
useless also
my ears can't hear the alarm sound
haha

anyway
keeming call around 7pm if i'm not mistaken
(can't tell what we talk)
i ask him if i could come to his hotel and fetch him
he says okey
but i have to be there like 10pm
so i waited till 9.45pm
played with my computer forawhile
watch some unmeaningful movie
so long to wait
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then it's was almost 10pm
i got myself ready
get out the hous
and
walk to tun sambathan monorailwait for like 10 minute
then
the train arrive
going to Hotel Istana at raja chulan
after reaching
saw the Hotel
damn nice
wow !
amazed by it's structure
beside the Hotel got a garden or some sort
nice for taking picture
=D
took some pic
i just wanna take keeming pic
but he force me to take mine too
i hate taking pic of myself
don't know why

T H E E N D

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Her

Why am i still sad ?
Why do i still suffer ?
it is beacuse of HER !
=(
i still love her
i love her more than anything in this world
i really miss her so so much
i still miss when she hold my hands
i still miss when she hugs me
i still miss when everytime we kiss
i miss her voice whenever she speaks to me
the most thing is i miss from HER is
when she tell that she love me
does she knows what i'm going through right now ?
doesn't she knows how much i love her ?
why can't she give me another chance ?
WHY ?
i have change alot since then
but i think it's too late now
she have another boyfriend
my heart is broken
only she can fix it for me
hopefully one day she could give me a chance
i think for now she is happy
but i'm not
she can't understand how i feel every second
i'm so stupid !
you know ?
STUPID !!
i think i won't be the same without her
i tried and tried to get her back
but her answer is still the same
what i should do ?
move on ?
or
wait for her and never give up ?
i do not want to dissapoint my friends
i just want them to know how i feel that it
i got listen to their advice
i go do what they told me to do
evendo it's hard
i have to sacrifice many things
i have to give up many things
she change my life
i wasn't like before
involving myself to drug usage,gangterism and much more
but when i meet her
my life have change
i got listen to evey word you tell me do and not do
now also i got do what you tell me do
i won't forget it
evendo sometimes you say the word that really hurts me
but i don't care
that didn't stop me from loving you
=(

Can't sleep

Can't sleep right now
damn !
Why can't i sleep always ?
why do i stay up late ?
What should i do to cure my sleep disorder ?
><
Somebody help !!

Yesterday




Didn't slept for 2days
can you imagine that ?
i do not know why i couldn't sleep at all
=(
who cares
at 12.30pm receive one sms from my darling vivian
damn happy !
long time didn't see her
cause she is busy working working working nonstop
on the sms wrote
"James..want go out ma ? we go dating^^"
saw this sms
really felt excited
we were going out at 3pm
still got time to online
while waiting for the time to get to 3pm
i took one picture of me
i don't know why ==
take for fun
give you see
ugly !!!see
ugly right
haha
my phone camera sucks too
damn !!
anyway
around 1.30pm
i got ready
and keeming calledhe said want go yamcha for awhile
after around 2.30pm
me and keeming go to the kl sentral monorail
i was going to Time Square
and
he was going to Raja Chulan to work
after reaching Time Square
i saw vivian
my heart was beating fast
i quickly ran and her
haha
(ps. we're not a couple)
she was suprised to see me
i was too
after talking and walking around with her
my friend Nimboy called me
ask me to meet him at the Snooker center
in there we saw two lenglui
they were playing snooker
O.O
she weren't so good at it
so me and nimboy decided to teach them
haha
we couldn't resist them !!
they were so pretty !!
><
so we teach them to play
woot woot !
we are two lucky guys !
i caught one of the girl keep looking at my friend
i suspect something already
so i whisper something to my friend ears
"go ask the girl number lahx"
haha
he disagreed at first
then i keep telling nimboy
if the two girls go home
you will regret
when the two girl was leaving
my friend quickly ran to her and ask her number
lucky man !!
then the two girls invite to join them to play pool
waa !
almost give girl beat me
==
damn !
but eventually i won
NO MERCY !!
haha

The pool table

so small the table
enough for a 12 year old to play
==
around 6pm
it was time for the two girl to go home
we said our good-byes
and gave them flying kisses
=D
haha
hope to see them again
really had fun with those two girls
then i go find my darling vivian
hoho
then send her home
and
i was straight back home
woot woot !
i had alot of fun yesterday !
T H E E N D !